dear monster in my mind,

please get the heck out of there. you're doing nothing but causing me pain. 

thanks for bringing back the memories. i don't appreciate it.

i don't wish to be reminded of the crap i went through the past months.

neither do i wish to be reminded of the happy moments.

its meant to be buried deep inside, chuck in that little corner.

i don't wish to be reminded of anything.

i had enough of pain, tears and anger.

all am asking for is simply peace & tranquility.

i want the old me back.

no angst. no tears. no monsters.

such melancholy i miss.

so please, i beg, get out of my mind.

yours sincerely,

nurrie.

simply too much...

it ain't over till it's over

a dedication by the cousin...heh

and i never dreamed i would have

to lay down my torch for you like this

the way you held me close.
the intimate moments we shared.
the warmth touch.
the feeling that everything will be alright.
the random lunch dates.
the late night conversations.
that cheeky smile.
and everything else about you.

nothing but just sweet memories.

sad to say but nothing last forever

and the tears fall once more..